I'm so sorry I haven't been in touch lately .. oTL
I'm going to leave my present school TT.TT *graduating* and also leave Bali.. :( leaving home, family, friends.. *sigh*-- yaah.. life must go on, I have to be strong, though..
Well, now I'm in the mood to make a poem, so I wanna publish this :)
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Even though I tell it not to go, even though I tell it to stop
My heart keeps going towards you
It doesn't wear out, it doesn't decrease
Why is my love like this ?
One by one, I count the memories
My heart can't rest for even a moment
It'll just become baggage that becomes hard to control
Why can't I even throw them away ?
Really my heart must have done something somehow
I must have become a fool that's blind from love
Just one place, everyday one place
Looking at the sad light that is you
Even if I hold out my hands, no matter how much I call out
You're always far from me
It'll be a love that becomes painful scars
Why can't I erase it ?
Even the tear glands must be broken
My tears won't stop
Just one word, the one phrase that you love
Can't you just tell me ?
I've tried to comfort myself
with the lie that I'm happy if you just smile
Because the place you're going towards is not me
I let the lonely tears flow
I must have gone crazy over this hard love
Can't have you, can't forget you
Waiting for you day by day
I must have gotten ill from missing you so much
I only have a favor to ask
Just one thing.. your heart, the one thing
Can't you just share it with me ?
Can't you just love me ?
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*ehhem* Actually, this poem was added to my note in facebook :D feel free to leave some comments :)
Well, I think that's all for now :D Maybe I'll give some post later :)